It's 8:30 am on the middle Monday of
August and my feet are dry.
Today is the official start to the
Minnesota State High School League's Fall sports seasons. Brand new
Volleyball shoes are making their first squeaks of the year on
freshly waxed gym floors all over the state. Cross Country runners
have come together to log their miles, once again, running in packs.
On dew covered practice fields from Warroad to Winona, Football
players are knocking out calisthenics and hammering out warm ups
That's the “feel” that's missing.
From here on out, the dew covered grass of Bill West Field will not
be soaking my tennis shoes to start the days. Minus last season's
escapade to the Arctic, I have stepped in to the wet grass of every
new football season since the fall of 2002. That's a lot of push ups.
That's a lot of whistle blasts. That's a lot of excitement,
anticipation, hype and hoopla that is no longer a part of my life.
At this point I still feel a void.
Being honest - I'm right here and the kids that I have coached and
the guys I coached with aren't seeking me out. We're all replaceable.
I've certainly learned that. I know I wasn't make world changing
decisions with life long implications in the football universe but
I'd like to think that over a dozen plus years, I honed a skill. A
skill for holding kids accountable and teaching them about hard work,
dedication to something greater than themselves, commitment and
trust. I was a good coach.
I AM a good coach. I'm just not a
football coach in SmallTown, Minnesota anymore. Half of an
overbearing, un-informed school board took that away from me and it's
going to take a while for that to soak in. Living in Alaska helped
re-focus my mind on to something more productive last year. But this
year I'm just right down the road, counting pennies at the Pool.
I'm excited to see what the Good Lord
has in store for me this Fall. I know my new routine includes
watching my son and daughter compete in their respective sports. I
hope my new, “football-less” schedule frees up some time for Fall
family travel and an occasional hunting or fishing outing. I'm
looking forward to actually having a family meal at the kitchen table
this Fall. Heck, I'll even be available to cook it!
One thing is for sure, by no longer
coaching, my summer has been extended by a couple of weeks and I am
ready to take full advantage of that. A week from today, I'll be
planting my feet in the Gulf of Mexico. We're staring down the barrel
of a week long vacation with the kids at Sandos Playacar, south of
Cancun. Soon, it won't be the morning dew soaking the feet of this
old football coach. It'll be the Ocean... I can't wait.
Vamanos a Mexico.
1 comment:
It is their lose! Enjoy your family and all that goes with it!
Chris
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